Mental health update:

For two decades this May I have been struggling with mental health issues. I've been hospitalized 20+ times, for long periods of time. I am currently hospitalized for the last seven months. Nothing seems to work against my intrusive thoughts. I fall into inner torment and fear... However I am learning that God does not give us a Spirit of fear, but power, Love, and a sound mind. Oh how I love Jesus! Despite my intrusive, blasphemous thoughts. I know my experiences are going to help someone. They happened for a reason, and I have hope. No matter what God has not forsaken me! No matter how I've offended Him. He is so good to me! And He is good to you as well. In faith in Him, you and I are brethren, and I want to meet all of God's prodigal children! He's going to bring all of us home! Oh what an amazing thing to be a child of the most high God! Oh what a mystery. Please let us pray for each other, that we may have Godliness with contentment, which is great gain. I love you my brothers and sisters! May God's will permeate your life. Amen!